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Saturday, October 11, 2003

oh no, i just thought of something........ now that arnie is guvnor he won't be able to be acting anymore will he? ..............that means................NO TERMINATOR 4. i is sad. :(

stel
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Friday, October 10, 2003

hi babes,

im feeling totally fine don't worry! im just complaining (as usual) abt the inhuman amounts of work i have to do...grrgrrr....i am a robot and essay churner. i really cant describe how bad the work situation is right now. its just B_A_D, very B_A_D . until the 27th of october i will be sloggin like a doggity dog.

plus two presentations next week!!!!!!!!!! i hate presentations!!!!!!!!!!!!!!i keep thinking everyone is going to fall asleep on me because im so BOH-RING!and it also means i gotta read my stuff REALLY WELL, not just glance over it the speedy gonzales way i usually do. aiya sometimes i feel im living in a box and my work are its walls. oh well i punched out of that box for a little bit tonight n snuck off to watch twilight samurai, a beautiful beautiful beautiful film. beautiful cos the hero in twilight in twilight samurai is very beautiful ahhaha. no lah, its really quite a gem of a film.. go.

walking ard with the friday night crowd let me pretend i was carefree and aimless. for like ten mins.now its back to the grind, grr-grr, i was even formulating sentences in my head on the train home.....wtf i am such a boring nerd.

~stel
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Thursday, October 09, 2003

hi all...

stel, you feeling better now? sorry i couldn't talk to you last night... don't worry it'll all be over.... i keep telling myself it really isn't as bad as it looks.... for some reason i feel really deprived from sleep though i get 6 hours in a night at least. why can't i be like normal people? why can't my brain just rest when i'm sleeping like everyone else? now i'm awake but tired, totally unproductive.

and about friendster....i'm a bit frightened now cos i've been hiding from people for the last few years and now suddenly i can be found so easily... i rather stay hidden from "friends" i don't want to associate with anymore.

but i am glad to have a chance to find some old friends as well...and it is rather hilarious reading about some people whose head seems so big that you can fit 1000 elephants in it. and some of those pictures...OMG....it seems friendster is turning into some kinda of popularity and beauty contest.... "look at me, i'm popular and gorgeous".... eeeeew...

and reading testimonials make me feel evil too...like why are people bothering being so nice? ... i guess cos i'm erratic now, i find everything annoying and ridiculous....i just want to be left alone but at the same time, i know i can't afford to ignore everyone cos i'll end up a hermit and cranky ol fool living in a storm drain.
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Tuesday, October 07, 2003

hey girls..... cheerry up pls..why is everyone so depressed..:<
eh im at the internet cafe now...kinda hungry.....
otherwise like wot ive ald said on icq...IM doing great! never been happier..hope this last..
miss u alll
loveeeeeeee
m.
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Monday, October 06, 2003

I cannot take it anymore i gotta blurt it out.

Is everyone on friendster? i feel almost embarressed to add anyone...i can't help feeling like i'm joining some global SDU cum look-at-me-i'm-so-hip noticeboard. Besides, its too damn freaky to see how i'm connected to everyone else. I *KNOW* Sg is that teeny but i dont really like to *SEE* the links. Is there something wrong with me??!

And those testimonial thingies make me squirm. I am only used to insulting/ taunting/poking fun at people, not praising them to the high heavens. I want to go mad and write filipino maid testimonials for everyone but i cannot. Cos everyone else is writing such lovely happy shiny things and i dont want to be the only evil unhappy unshiny friendsterer around. And what's with all those people sending " Can we be fren" messages.???? The only thing that is not sucks is how you find those wonderful long lost friends and get to write to them and marvel at how lovely and grown-up they look now.

Am i the only one that feels that way? Shit. i am a friendster prude. At this rate i am totally going to end up on the virtual shelf ... GOOD!
ps: add me ! ahhaha.

stel
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