Sunday, June 30, 2002

It is funny how I regard that I feel more comfortable being 'at home' back in hostel, rather than in the serviced apartment with my parents. It feels extremely good to be back in my own room, alone, even if its not doing anything.

I am quite tired, havent been sleeping well for the past couple of days. Otherwise, brillant weather, good food..life goes on.

ok I got to go back, told them I would be back "home" soon.

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Thursday, June 27, 2002

girls in australia, how are you doing?

things are so funky here in sg, god i miss you girls,really wish you were around. take care.

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Wednesday, June 26, 2002

Of course, it is strange to inhabit the earth no longer,
to no longer use skills one had barely time to acquire;
not to observe roses and other things that promised
so much in terms of a human future, no longer
to be what one was in infinitely anxious hands;
to even discard one's own name as easily as a child
abandons a broken toy.
Strange, not to desire to continue wishing one's wishes.
Strange to notice all that was related, fluttering
so loosely in space. And being dead is hard work
and full of retrieving before one can gradually feel a
trace of eternity.

Elegy,Rainer Maria Rilke
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there is someone eviler than me.

i am suddenly overworked because the recept at where i work has gone on leave.apparently her uncle fell down yesterday and is (get this) *paralyzed* .So she must go to malaysia immediately for three days and over the weekend.

note, such events occur quite frequently. ie, every week.last week she had to take her father to the doctor.the 2 weeks before that she was on "exam" leave.


excuse me, while you all enjoy your holidays, i must go fend off her one million n 1 phonecalls. wail!!!!!


ps: i took this local celeb test and discovered i am fann wong.
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Tuesday, June 25, 2002

Me too!!
I am bored especially at night cos almost all my flatmates have gone away and there is no one left (except this china girl whom I swear I see less than twice a week) in the house to talk to. In a way I enjoy the stillness of it but sometimes it can get a little creepy at night.

Plan for holidays: Sleep as much as I can (refuse to wake up earlier than 10 unless emergency or forced toand to make up for all the 8/9
am classes next semester grr)
try not to get irritated with my mother ( must always remember she came all the way for a visit and holiday, shall just be good)
exercise more, go gym ( I'm trying)
shop less till resources are recharged, even then shall indulge in other activities
find job once I get my tax file number
watch videos to kill excess time


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Monday, June 24, 2002

hi girls. holidays have finally started and i'm bored out of my mind.... keep trying to drag gayle out.... she brought me to this flea market and we went mad deciding which bags to buy.....

gayle: the bleach really worked... my flowers are in full bloom!!!

had a weird dream last night... dreamt i was running around in this old shoping center trying to buy socks when i bumped into stella who forced me to have lunch with her. so we were having chicken rice when gayle appeared grumbling about someone she had just ran into and how he/she insulted gayle. somethign about gayle carrying some virus or disease or something. and for the same reason, stel refused to let gayle sit with us, forcing her to share a table with strangers...

mich, heard about your job with tangs.... congrats and good luck... wish i could be there, any chance you could videotape everything or take pictures and put it on the web????? PLEASE????
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Thursday, June 20, 2002

girls, carol is attached!

after so many years (since we were children) of lying in the dark in my bedroom, talking about being lonely,about our insecurities and fears,dreaming of our dream men together ,she has finally found what she wants. i am truly happy for her, she really deserves it.

ps: there goes her days of counting off her 7 deep and painful and simultaneous crushes..hehehe. (sec sch)
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me today :(

Departure, Edna St Vincent Millay
It's little I care what path I take,
And where it leads it's little I care;
But out of this house, lest my heart break,
I must go, and off somewhere.

It's little I know what's in my heart,
What's in my mind it's little I know,
But there's that in me must up and start,
And it's little I care where my feet go.

I wish I could walk for a day and a night,
And find me at dawn in a desolate place
With never the rut of a road in sight,
Nor the roof of a house, nor the eyes of a face.

I wish I could walk till my blood should spout,
And drop me, never to stir again,
On a shore that is wide, for the tide is out,
And the weedy rocks are bare to the rain.

But dump or dock, where the path I take
Brings up, it's little enough I care;
And it's little I'd mind the fuss they'll make,
Huddled dead in a ditch somewhere.

"Is something the matter, dear," she said,
"That you sit at your work so silently?"
"No, mother, no, 'twas a knot in my thread.
There goes the kettle, I'll make the tea."

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Wednesday, June 19, 2002

oh no, AG shut down.:(

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Tuesday, June 18, 2002

where is everyone! where are u shi hui it's the holidays ok
.neway i disappeared to redhills. yup working freelance doing nothing much and surfing. hehe....
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Friday, June 14, 2002

only been awake ten minutes but
a) woke up because i had a nightmare. i bludgeoned someone to death. my own mother saw similarities in the crime scene and a book of photographs i published ( in my dreams, literally) and the last thing i remember was a sinking feeling of being discovered.
b) sl emerged from my room and my kid sister looked sadly at him
c) he stuffed foot into shoe with cockroach in it
d) discovered we got a parking ticket
e) found a leg when he was cleaning out shoe

and now im at work. the horror, the horror.

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Thursday, June 06, 2002

hey! where's everybody!

going off to jb either later tonight or tom morning, cos i want to get cheap shoes and the latest extension of The Sims ! :)

au revoir!


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Monday, June 03, 2002

ok i finally went out after locking myself up at home for 9 days.... the first week was fine cos i had some freelance stuff to fuss over but the last 3 days became intolerable...dont ask me why i didnt go out then..
anyway watched panic room today..was ok...ate at lemon grass...the standard of food has gone downnnnnnn.... i was practically forcing myself to sip tom yam seafood. oh! i bought charlie and the chocolate factory vcd....:D going to watch it now
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Sunday, June 02, 2002

im bored.

spent the day watching wizard of oz (again) , techno mtvs and the weakest link (chinese version). weakest link is such a sorryass show. any prog that makes it an effort and a point to mock contestants is a sorryass show. mocking should be genuine and spontaneous, as with all things we do in life, methinks.

feel totally blah and want to close my eyes and wake up in banyan tree spa, in a river-front villa room, facing sunsets.

jerri, tell us what you did this bday! and what pressies?

stel >:(
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