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Friday, May 31, 2002

HAPPY 21st BABY!!

we luuurp you and wish we could be there with you!!!!!!

~stel
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Lousy friday night!
Hi, still slaving in school trying to complete my 2000 word essay which was supposed to be due yesterday. I am really tired, grumpy and in need of a hot shower! Can't believe I still got another 1000 words to churn out..argh getting a throbbing headache thinking about it!
Oh its shihui's birthday today

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHIHUI!!

ok its back to work.

grumpy g
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wow news just in, i bumped into ann again, this time at work during lunch hour cos we work at the same building!

she was with this tall gruff macho-looking guy! and i kept trying to whisper as loud as i could to try to ask her who *he* was, but she just smiled and muttered inaudibles. mmmmuuuustt be him! he doesnt really look like a yuppie.. was wearing a short sleeve shirt and those beachy bead necklances, unless i imagined it.

stel
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Thursday, May 30, 2002

eh girls i bumped into Ann ( as in gayl's sis) today at Mango (while furtively digging out bargains).

she looks different, older, and a lot happier! you can see she is v. radiant now and was thinking how pretty she looks that way, and how happy i am for her! i relayed all the gg's happiness and wishes for her as well....is so wonderful <:)

anyhows i gave her my teasing raised eyebrow look and demanded the scoop, but she didnt really say much, except that the mother is v. happy altho she has notchet met him. ha ha.

on a different note, the great singapore sale is a bloody sham. ptui.

stel
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Wednesday, May 29, 2002

uhoh, taiwan is taking over the worlld!

i watched Meteor Garden ( F4) show today and i liked it lots...this is terrible!

But i must proclaim i still utterly detest the one with rebonded hair. Eek, was humming the theme song in my bath.

Gayle, n Jerri, you fellas are missing out...the taiwan variety shows are totally addictive and sensational. the stuff girls like. now coupled with my *love* for days of our lives, im the coolest girl in girlygang.

stel
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Tuesday, May 28, 2002

Excerpt from
Canzone,,W.H Auden

"We are created from and with the world
To suffer with and from it day by day:
Whether we meet in a majestic world
Of solid measurements or a dream world
Of swans and gold, we are required to love"


stel
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hwee yee and i at a party.
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i bought a whole bunch of skincare today, have decided to start investing in my skin due to seeing picture of cameron diaz without make-up, is a horrific sight. i figure if i start now i will start looking lovelier and younger when i am 40, ironyirony.

OK FINE

im just trying to justify spending too much money at the new shop near my workplace..dammit, i blame packagingg!!!!!! i blame packaging and the irritation of having to work again after nice long weekend spent sleeping !

and ps... the O in XOXOXO is a hug is it? er, it is just one of those irritating things i never found out.

stel
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hey girlss
checkout L'trimm
sesame street girls rappin' about cars mutt jerks and whores

m.
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Monday, May 27, 2002



I want to buy a puppy so badly!I think this puppy is very cute but its a pity that it is not very healthy, inactive and looks depressed (sounds familiar). Anyway, don't think I can get a puppy in the near future unless I move out next semester. Not too sure what is going to happen but I will really like to get an apartment of my own and buy nice affordable furniture from Ikea!

g
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i dont know how to use digicams but i want one anyway.
dammit vesak day is over and is back to work tommorow.
~stel
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HEY, this looks familiar
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what is moveable type? should we move there?

stel
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Sunday, May 26, 2002

my fav blog has reached it's last entry! boo hoo
everyone this is henry

m.
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haha mich, i have my own bathroom and have lived on my own, but i must say it feels nice to come home sometimes and sit around the tv fiddling with my toes. Anyhow, i like it when my family fusses over me when im sick.otherwise, yeah i guess i love the freedom and the independence and responsibilty of being totally alone.

im so totally gross, been sleeping more than 12 hrs every day for the past few days.and dreaming assorted weird things, such as being forced to go for health-screenings and owning a motorbike that flies. also i dreamnt andrea de cruz had a baby that was small and purple and the size of a rat, and she dropped it in the carpark and couldnt find it again..im serious. that was totally horrible.

and damnit my icq is not working, everybody, dont dl version 2002b, it sucks. it seems im not the only one having problems. how's a girl supposed to stay connected, you tell me....grr.

ok so sleepy, happy vesak day girls, big hugs and kisses.

~stel
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i cant wait to move out of my parent's house! gah! i need more privacy. more space and my own bathroom. and i dont need pple to treat me like my 13 yr old sister! i think my mum is secretly trying to keep me nice and safe with her forever to the extend of trying to scare me with how dangerous the world is so i wont think of stuyding overseas! it is all very annoying!!!!!
m.
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Saturday, May 25, 2002

I'm Felicity!
What WB drama are you?

You are most daring, and like the quote says, you grab the bull by the horns! You do what makes you happy, not what anyone tells you to do. Because of this attitude, chances are that you're the creative type, whether it be with a paintbrush, a guitar, a journal, etc. You're also pretty laid-back, so it's casual all the way for you. You'd rather be comfortable than be a slave to fashion. Finally, you're a total romantic. Love is most important to you, so you will do whatever it takes to protect it. You might not go as far as Felicity did (she flew across the country to follow Ben!), but definitely fight for it with all you've got.

ok yay im felicity!

m.
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I'm Gilmore Girls!
What WB drama are you?

You are so the one that people envy. You are: quirky, intelligent, fun, caring, cool, responsible, and most importantly, yourself. Who wouldn't wanna be you?!? You know how to have a good time, but you also know where to draw the line. You're known for your little oddities and being maybe a little too peppy, but frankly, you're cool with it. See, you're confident and headstrong so you're not going to be deterred by anything or anyone. Your values are very important to you, so that's why family comes first. You may not be best friends with your mom like Rory is with Lorelai, but you at least try to keep her informed. It's good to know that you don't consider your mom to be the Wicked Bitch of the West!


i wanna be felicity!

m.
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i think it is so annoying when people go up to tiny, still-inanimate babies and go " call auntie, call uncle!" when it is humanly impossible. It is also annoying when people dig both nostrils at the same time.

stel
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Thursday, May 23, 2002



yes I finally know how to put pics up on the web..this is quite interesting!hurhurhur

g
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anaconda spoof.
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Wednesday, May 22, 2002

my kid sister's toys are out to dry after being washed... this is so cruel.


from left to right
1) pooh hung up by nose and ears
2) pooh's hat
3) kangyroo by ears
4) koala wrapped around bamboo aka fake eucalyptus
5) elmo by the neck


stel :>
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Monday, May 20, 2002

yargg! fined 130 buckeroos for overstaying in hostel! and there is a long crack down my previously smooth wall (peraps from loud music) and a huge gash in the wall, from me accidentally banging something into it. also my mattress is spotted with multihighlighter-marks!i better not be fined anything else! i swear i will go back and steal the sink!

somemore i need to cancel my hallphone which has been redundant for ages but am procrastinating.........yarrg, i am sitting here being annoyed with myself but am too lazy to do anything about it. *classic worrywart*.pls girls, pls pressure me to go do something about the phone line lest i just sit here and pretend to forget about it. why o why are pple always bogged down with silly things to do like thesee.yaaaarg. am stressed! i should be floating in the red sea holding a martini instead of worrying about a phone bill i am too lazy to go pay. <:/

stel
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Sunday, May 19, 2002

i know one boy who will totally agree :)




You are CATBERT...as a symbol of fear, you enjoy tormenting those beneath you for your own amusement.


Which Dilbert character are you?

stel
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hi all. i feel like winona ryder smoking cigs and rotting in pjs in reality bites minus ethan hawk, nympho girl friend, geeky gay friend. and psychic helpline.
m.
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Saturday, May 18, 2002

hi all, ballet under the stars not as good this time,dances being a tad draggy....i miss all of your lovely food...today we all had take-outs, ribs and sandwiches.

i miss shihui's shepherd's pie, and a little bit of me dies for gayle's mom's strawberry cheesecake(still my favourite after all these years)

a little girl's mommy starting changing her diaper (she had a poo) in the middle, and the bad smell kinda killed my hunger. :>

im such a slouch, after starting work i've been spending my weekend just lazing in bed,dozing blissfully. my cubicle mate, a 27 year old wildchild blasts a lot of chinese/canto techno and ballads..im starting to be so disgustingly influenced by her tragic chinese ballad collection...

rarely i listen to mandarin music, but sometimes you come across such gems.

i secretly downloaded Kai Shi Dong Le ( Realise) by Sun Yanzi, which is such a sad, sad,poetic, suprisingly well-written, touching song. I love the lyrics, i think they mirror a lot of little truths in life.

I wish i could type the lyrics down, but my translation will probably look tres cheesy.

Go download, and please dont tell anyone about me.Ok now a little Nine Inch Nails to even the score and shake it up a little.

stel 93.3

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Friday, May 17, 2002

The reason why I am so emotionally independent and detached is because I like to keep everything to myself. I hate to share my thoughts and feelings to other people because I am really afraid that I will appear ridiculous or too self-absorbed. I think everyone else has enough problems to worry about and the last thing they need is for someone else to add on to their burden. I think it is my ego as well; I hate to appear weak and vulnerable.... The truth is I think I am very self conscious and I care about what others think of me. I will stifle all my worries to myself and as a result I often appear grumpy,moody and depressed. I have this huge problem of opening up to people and I cringe at affection. I am timid and weak inside,really. This gets worse as I grow older and I don't think I can hide anymore...

argh enough said, i probably appear ridiculous already

g
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eeyurrrrrrr!

See what Care Bear you are.

but must admit i used to love them when i was young..but not this rainbow irritant...i liked the blue doggydog carebear.

stel
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Which Rainbow Brite kid are you? By Growing.


This is rubbish!

g
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yucks!






Which Rainbow Brite kid are you? By Growing.

m.

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Thursday, May 16, 2002

I am incarcerated in the state of ennui....most of my friends are still having their finals while I'm done like the earliest. Man, I've been lazing aorund so much for the past few days I need someone to drag me out of this extent of lacitude! I feel very much like a vampire. Both Arthur and I are....heh. It's like I've been sleeping at weird times....even during school days. I will sleep after 3am (usually after 5) and damn I have to wake up at the unearthly hour of 10 plus to go to school. Weekends are ze best. I will sleep at like 6 in the morn when the sun is rising and wake up when the sun rises. I don't see the sun very much nowadays. In fact I fear it...the glare is too much! In the beginning I slept late due to the shitload of stuff I have to attend to.....eventually it just became habitual, if not, innate. Moreover, I usually like to film late at night when all is peaceful till morn....even 11am. And if I have school, I will usually get like an hour of sleep. Arthur shares my vampirism too. Like today, he slept the day away and is now awake doing work...he has a major final tomorrow....Alright, sorry guys for such a long message. Mi dispiace! Ciao.
Luv,
QingyA
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Wednesday, May 15, 2002


You are Maya Angelou
You have a strong sense of self and have faith in your abilities. You are an optimist and believe that things can get better if people work together. You also have faith in humanity.

Take the Which Poet are You? Quiz - brought to you out of boredom and pretention!


oo i like. i like her spirit, although i am so much more an Emily Dickinson/e e cummings/Carol Ann Duffy/Rainer Marie Rilke kinda person. Here's an excerptof my fave maya angelou:

Still I Rise
You may write me down in history
With your bitter, twisted lies,
You may trod me in the very dirt
But still, like dust, I'll rise.

Does my sassiness upset you?
Why are you beset with gloom?
'Cause I walk like I've got oil wells
Pumping in my living room.

Just like moons and like suns,
With the certainty of tides,
Just like hopes springing high,
Still I'll rise.

Did you want to see me broken?
Bowed head and lowered eyes?
Shoulders falling down like teardrops,
Weakened by my soulful cries?

Does my haughtiness offend you?
Don't you take it awful hard
'Cause I laugh like I've got gold mines
Diggin' in my own backyard.

You may shoot me with your words,
You may cut me with your eyes,
You may kill me with your hatefulness,
But still, like air, I'll rise.


stel
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people say about love, don't be with the one you can live with, be with the one you cannot live without.

and it's such a cliche but ohgirls, how it moves and confuses me...

please, someone, hire me to write a boyband song already. i have clear potential.

look:
oh yeah.....babyyy........
byebyebyeee
ohhh...heartttt..tralalal.....ohhhhh loveeeee......
yeahh...yeahhh...shape of heart....

just sing everything over and over again and throw in a "cool" rap.

stel
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hey stel can have the pics u toook that day?
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Tuesday, May 14, 2002

hey girls,

the rough plan's to fly to perth to visit the g and the j, then up again to melbourne for a while right? is everyone in on the melb thing? and when does everyone want to go? and j and g, when are you girls free to have us?

mich, you totally have to fly with me! im terrible on airplanes, i puke and feel sick and have to lie on someone's lap/curl into a ball and be patted on the head and spoonfed lil teaspoons of juice. and i *must* take all the airplane freebies.ok, 'sides from the first three, those are exaggerations, but i truly hate to fly , gross. i always end up lugging ridiculous piles of books to read because flying is soo superboring, which will be heavy, so mich you can entertain me, juggle or something..

yikes, i dont want to wakke up tom! is a workday!and ps, andre passes out of army today, and weechun's goingta sim (bumped into him, looks the same).

stel
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Monday, May 13, 2002

Hey girlfriends, I am feeling really good now...This semester ended pretty damn good I must say. Did well in school and am hanging out with people who mean something to me. My summer classes will be starting in exactly 2 weeks time...then I will be going back home. Miss everyone! Take good care of yourselves and be good...heh. Ciao,ciao!
Love,
Qingya

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Sunday, May 12, 2002

i woke up today with the most horrid feeling in the whole world....i'm going to be jobless.....this is very depressing.....so far i've only got one serious job offer/portfolio review...which means i might get rejected...sigh. am suffering from serious bouts of low self esteem...i'm too embarassed to state the pathetic amount of name cards i've gotten....hhowhowhow! i am so upset!
no idea what went wrong....or is it because my work really sucks...
m...
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What kind of drunk are you?

I've finally moved out of hall today. Im so damn irritatingly sentimental..couldnt help (grumpily) thinking how one person helped me moved in, but another helped me move out...it is oh so symbolic. I cant help thinking about how my life has reallly changed since then and will never go back! Ack! Panic Attack! I'll miss just lying by the big french window, with the moon in my face, the late night fongseng suppers, the sweet mornings and my bloodyfast nus network. I'll miss lying on my blue bed, with spots of highlighter from falling asleep mugging and i'll miss bathing in my favourite cubicle in the toilet even! I'll miss being responsible for my own food, for cleaning up MY room, from having a home away from home where i can just hide away alone. Ack! Panic Attack!

Im so *emotion* that even i cannot stand myself anymore...I am a grating boyband song. >:(


stel
ps: OY guys,...where are you all! BLOG NOW! i hate soliloqueys.
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Saturday, May 11, 2002



went to mich's dip show today, tmd, as all of you can see, she does NOT look like a butch, therefore leaving me to have solo badhair. >:(
anyways her stuff is really nicee, detailed, everyone can see she put in lots and lots of her work and talent. Note the colors are the same as on our website hehe.collected a whole buncha namecards and postcards...we shall all hope tt she gets hired by some hotshot and buys us all a prada bag in celebration...


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Friday, May 10, 2002

hey girls, did any of u borrow any cds from me within the last year or so? just realised that 3 of my cds are missing: my beloved laura fygi, leslie cheong (gayle suggested it could be with one of u) and grease(gayle has this one)...

if you do have my cd, kindly let me know ok? hate losing stuff
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Thursday, May 09, 2002

hi girls, blogging from my holiday job. was rehired by my ex-boss and have reverted back to the dilbertish 9-6 lifestyle, dead feet shuffling up and down the mrt underground labryinth, squeezed into little stacks of offices!

ok its a whole lot better than idling and frittering and indulging in hedonism (in my humble opinion), since i do such much of that already.

on a different note, i had a most petrifying dream about huge spiders that became gory human carcusses after i killed them! :<

stel
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Tuesday, May 07, 2002

spectacular
when we were together, each black night,
was filled with meaning,
between the sweet
goodnight and slow
good morning, a kiss to
mark the sun and
moon, and then goodbye as we resume
the lives we live, as loves apart,
such ordinary lives.

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Ack! This is what ive been lovin listening to, today.

Ella Fitzgerald: Someone to watch over me,At Last
Silverchair : Miss you love
Pulp : I spy, Underwear
The Seahorses: Dreamer

All certified beautiful, rawkin' songs that make my heart brim over with total happiness! I feel like twirlin' and dancing in my room!

stel
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i feel m i s e r a b l e................
i am now supposedly busy and trying verry hard to work my ass off whatever i'm doing now......because i'm blessed with a bunch of extreamly hardworking couremates who are now busy running factories mass producing porfolio books and brochures...WHYWHYWHY! whenwhenwhen will i ever have my break.....and after this stuppid dip show..which i'm so not prepared for i'll be rushed into looking for a job because i dont want to be the only one left jobless nor do i be an in house designer for SUPER coffee mix...no!...... how gayle..now i'm sacred to go australia.....
i am a comformist! how terrible!
m.
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Monday, May 06, 2002

HI girls...clearing out the "shoebox" in my hotmail account and found this... It was a lovetest thing i did last year...whereby a series of questions were asked and you typed in your answer to them e.g Mars or Snickers?You typed in your choice and then the quiz sends itself to your partner and he will answer it and we could see how alike our minds were........

Hi,
Here are the final results...

Q1: you said Red, I said Red

Q2: you said Snickers, I said Snickers

Q3: you said Chinese takeout, I said Chinese takeout

Q4: you said Cell phone, I said Cell phone

Q5: you said Rock concert, I said Rock concert

Q6: you said Top, I said Top

Q7: you said Back rub, I said Back rub

Correct: 7
Incorrect: 0


stel.
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Sunday, May 05, 2002

ack im still in a tres irritable mood...want to smash things against pple's foreheads, but not mich's of courseee! Anyway i don't want to smash eggs, i want to smash sea urchins and thumbtacks...

and im hungry. and im annoyed. but i laughed a lot at talkingcock.com, esp the part where the hardcore deathmetal matrockers who were forced to become a boyband to win a competition....


stel
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i want to smash an egg against my forehead right now!
when will all these stress and work ever go away!!?!?!!!
m.

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Saturday, May 04, 2002





Take the What High School
Stereotype Are You?
quiz, by Angel.

m.
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Take the What High School
Stereotype Are You?
quiz, by Angel.

eew...i always knew there was something severely wrong with me....
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I love PJ Harveyyy...hurraahh

Which Rock Chick Are You?

arg addicted to these tests...the frivality! the narcissism!

stel
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Take the What High School
Stereotype Are You?
quiz, by Angel.
(Argggggggggggggg)

You scored: 33 (27-34 points) You are ELMO. You are cute, and everyone loves you. You are a best friend that no one takes the chance of losing. You don't like to hurt other people's feelings, but if you do it's not intentional. Life is a breeze. You are witty and calm most of the time. Just keep clear of backstabbers, and you are worry free. (arggggggggggg)

My exams are finally over and all i want to do is sleep and sleep and sleep. Want to go to the lib and borrow all the stuff i've been wanting to read that i cant during the school term 'cos then i have trillions of readings to do and thus feel too guilty to read for recreation. I've been totally falling asleep all over the place, which is so unexciting. One should do exciting things after their exams, no?

On another note, i am feeling pretty melancholic . It's probably my goddamned femalebody again but i do find myself being very retrospective these days, and i guess i've been suppressing a lot of what i want to do/say because i've been so tied down to work and stuff. I guess all that excessive school made me feel like i should do something more interesting and fufilling with my life, do more then just walkin' the ordinary walk.There are so many things i want to accomplish, but i havnt really figured out what i really want to pursue for myself. Ah well, i have three months to ponder, and two more years to graduation.I just hope that everything i do in life is deliberate,meaningful and that i never compromise myself, the way people tend to, as they get older and disillusioned and used to mediocrity.

There is beauty yet! I am sure of it!

xxx,
stel
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Friday, May 03, 2002

my friend just emailed me telling me that london has this one yr work visa thing that i can apply for. this could be my ticket out of sg! act. i was even thinking of working in sweden or Holland cos i love e alternative Scandinavian/Dutch design scene. i just want to get out of sg... i cannot start working here even if it's only for a year...i shall not succumb to the predictable singaporean yuppy lifestyle...noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo (sigh but it’s just going to happen sooner than I expect)
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Thursday, May 02, 2002

sam philips "love is everywhere I go" is, according to mich,"tres romantic"


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Which PPG are you?


enough is enough!
My luck has been soo poor that I resolve to visiting a temple tomorrow and do some serious worshipping! Call me superstitious or what, but at this point of time I think I really need some luck and affirmation..
got my first speeding ticket and demerit points and oh, 150 bucks fine..ouch.
150 bucks is equivalent to buying: hell lotsa things........like a new suede jacket!
ta ma de..
must be the fengshui of my house! argh the more i think of it the more frustrated I am!!

angry g
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i know i'm bordering on predictable but i have a paper tomorrow and it is going to be BLOODCURDLING. It's my film elective and so fun to study but the films we are doing, in my opinion, are horrificially difficult, abstract, lengthy and ohso undissectable. at this very minute i am whooshing through the internet trying to read as many critiques and reviews as possible although some foreign films are so obscure i can hardly find any material on them! It doesn't help that i skipped watching one or two films that i thought were too mega boring. Oh woe is me. It is my retribuition for spending my entire semester doing frivalous things! And my paper is at 8.30am..the crueltyyy!

on another note i probably deserve to do badly for this paper because i spent most of this morning shopping...spent a bomb but it doesn't hurt so much because i swear i havnt been buying nothing for the longest time really! dont raise your eyebrows at me gayle,it's true! :>

on film again, the film fest frenzy is over here in sg! back to hollywood i guess.

arg, my brain is full of film right now and it's making me panicky..wish me the luck and wisdom of a thousand ancient chinese scholars!


Which PPG are you?


arg i prefer buttercup.


stel
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Wednesday, May 01, 2002

hi girlies.... in class now..bored to death... had a horrible past 2 days...was getting sexually harressed in school... details later.
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