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Sunday, March 31, 2002

oh nooooo...one of those trapped in the taiwan earthquake rubble is zhaizhai from f4!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! not.

happy april fools.
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Finished reading Milan Kundera's Life is Elsewhere in the library earlier....he is my favourite author. I think i have read Unbearable Lightness of Being a trillion times and it is my favourite alltime book!

Mich, i read that 4 pple were killed. I will cross my fingers for you that they were not f4 or the Super Sunday crew.......

stel
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i am watching world news now.
oh no! taiwan was struck with an earthquke..
i hope all my favourite celebrities are still alive eh.............hehe

the queen's mother is dead...how depressing!

i hate to watch the news. just makes me feel super guilty that my biggest worry now is only my major project.

m.
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Saturday, March 30, 2002



You’re Michelle Branch! You’re the ‘girl nextdoor’ type of gal. You’ve got a down-to-earth feel about you, and you’re not afraid to be original. You’re still trying to find yourplace in life, but that doesn’t mean you’re not enjoying the trip. Rich and famous? Sure! But you’re not gonna let that go to your head. ;D

What Kind of Pop Princess Are You? Quiz by Jonah


g!
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Im so uncool. I must admit i *kinda* like her...
Im just glad i didnt turn out Britney Smears.



You’re Christina Aguilera! You’re kind of a follower, but unique in your own way. You like to be in touch with the latest trends, and you’re not afraid to set your own. You’re kind of blurred in the midst of all those around you, but you’ve got something very special about you that sets you apart from all the rest.

What Kind of Pop Princess Are You? Quiz by Jonah


stel
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anyone wants to give us free hosting?
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Friday, March 29, 2002

I broke a record on thurs by sleeping 12 hrs of uninterrupted sleep!
never knew what fatigue really was till last when I couldnt help nodding off during coffee with a friend last night. Got home and was knocked out till noon..its like super unusual of me to do that

mich!It feels good gossiping with you over the phone..I hope u feel better now!And u said u are coming to Perth after your project in April?COOL, dun bluff me


I am determined to laze around this whole weekend too.I think I shall practise some healthy lifestyle by having adequate sleep, eating healthily and going to the gym
oh!got a little tanner after going to the beach! yay!

I think I miss clubbing with u all..and qingya the dancing queen

g






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Thursday, March 28, 2002

all of us are bogged down by work! i just handed in another paper yest...my past few weekends have been spent *working* my butt off. I am determined to just idle and laze this easter break.

mich! chin up! just think about how free and bored you will be after you hand in your final project!
gayle! computers suck.
huihui: rebel against the sch system.

ok i go out now. tara.

stel
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i have not gone to bed a happy person for 3 months already...and recently it's getting worst cos my deadline is in 1 week ++ and i am constantly reminded that i will die if i dont get my stuff ready for printing next week...
shihui: the crit wasnt bad cos my lects hate me so much that they have nothing much to say..haha i dunno...
so sick of blogging about work all the time...cant waitttttt to grad!
.m.
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damnit.....i got caught updating the page by my lecturer.... well, i finished updating it and i was asking him some qn and he found those websites open and he wasn't too happy.... he doesn't like us doing other stuff during his class.... he just glared at me......scary....

well, easter break is officially starting....not that it's gonna be much of a break for me cos i expect to be in school everyday... gayle....what would your plans be like?

hey mich, how's school? you mentioned some critical something or another... how did it go?


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Which Sex and the City Player Are You? Find out @ She's Crafty

Ha I am not the oversex one as well!

g
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Wednesday, March 27, 2002


Which Sex and the City Player Are You? Find out @ She's Crafty

Ha!!!! this is to prove that i am NOT the oversex one..... Stel, you're still the closest one to it.... (Unless gayle proves both of us wrong by claiming that title.....) Though i think the higher possibility one is QY.

sigh... can't imagine i'm actually doing this while i'm in class, where i'm suppose to be rushing through my assignment. oh well, i'm a little braindead after a gruelling 2 hr lecture, which is now followed by another 2 gruelling hours of lab...and after that, another 2 hours of lecture....sigh....Thursday is computing day with 6 straight hours of computing... no wonder i'm categorised as miranda..... NERD alert!!!!
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Damn it!
Went to Mambo last night thinking that I am almost done with my assignment which is due at 1pm later today BUT only to realise when I get back that my diskett is corrupted and has lost every info that I got inside! I panicked, and had this sudden urge at 4 in the morning to rush down to school but was too tired to move from my room. I went to bed thinking again, that I had saved it in the D drive in school and shall just go to school slightly earlier to complete my work.

Got to school and realised that I forgot to save it. God damn it!
Yes, I am slaving away in the lab this instant trying to complete the assignment which is due in 2 and a half hrs time.

I think my paranoia disease is going to worsen after this ordeal. Oh man, I really really hate myself for being such an idiot.
Fine back to work
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i toldd you im not the oversexed one! that one is shihui.....


Which Sex and the City Player Are You? Find out @ She's Crafty

stel
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eh?

Which Sex and the City Player Are You? Find out @ She's Crafty
m.
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why!!WHY!!

i emailed my work home so that i can work on it here....but everytime i try to dl my file onto my desktop it saves as a html document. i am confused. why doesnt my computer like me? :<

*sadly trudges back to hall...*

stel
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Tuesday, March 26, 2002

i have been told that I look sallow and have terrible eyebags..oh no help, I need tips to a healthy rosy and lustre complexion..damn it..
yay, might be going beach on friday..I will make sure I come back with nice tan....


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more more!! this is all so entertaining...hahahaah. gayle and shihui u all are missing out man

HEY JULIA LIM,STOP praising yourself here lah!
hey julia, stop posting msgs here tellin the forum dat u look the best,lah! everybody knows dat is u! Come on lah! today newspaper only show Nura face on clear page n yr face n jeslynn face cannt even see clearly. U can be a Mediacorp actress and act man! Char Kueh Tiao wif no brain! Jesslyn better looking than u lah in fact. some more,she is a air-stewardess u know! Stop posting msgs and praise yrslf lah JULIA LIM! we people all know is u

To all who say Chinese gals are ugly... may you and your entire 18 generations rot in hell.... dun ever provoke us.... we may be forgiving, but doesn`t mean you can climb over our heads... know you limits.... when the time is right, you will be wiped out.... it`s the god`s will.....


To that miss india fans who worshipped `Laagan`, `Laagan` didn`t even win an Oscar for `Best Foreign Film`!!! Hahaha!!! This pathetic `Laagan` had only 1 pathetic nomination, how impressive could it be??!! `Laagan` is not impressive after all. How can `Laagan` hold a candle to `Crouching Tiger, Hidden Dragon`??? There`s a huge gap between `Laagan` and `Crouching Tiger, Hidden Dragon`. `Laagan` only had 1 pathetic nomination. Whereas `Crouching Tiger, Hidden Dragon` had 10 Oscar nominations, and it recieved 4 Oscars eventually, including `Best Foreign Film`. `Crouching Tiger` was also nominated for `Best Motion Picture`, and if you dunno what it stands for, it means the best movie of the year 2001. What`s the big fu(k about `Laagan`??!! Only got 1 pathetic nomination and that miss india fans go telling the whole world about it. Dun embarrass yourself.

joanne peh can be just pass off as a plain girl walking down the streets..nothing special abt her features whereas callie does...her eyes sparkles..nura has a 3D face


what's 3d face!?! wahahahahha

m.
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hahah check this one out
it's from the forum as well

Gurmit: Callie, you represent the multi-cultural aspects of S`pore......... recommend 4 differet dishes to....

Callie: Em... for I n d i a n food, I will choose the du*g, cos d*ng is healthy and I`m vegetarian. For the C h i n e s e food, I will choose chopsticks, cos it`s made from wood, and I`m vegetarian so there`s a limit to what I eat. Once again, I must say that I`m health conscious. For M a l a y food, it would be McDonalds, cos it is the traditional food of the M a l a y. Moreover, burgers and fries are very healthy food. As for the E u r a s i a n food, I will just lie to them that they don`t exist in Singapore. Save the time, trouble and also the money.

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i am totally dying from the shitload of stress my project is giving me! WHYWHYWHY do i have to be such an over confident ninny and choose to do something i'm not familiar with1?!??!!? i only have 2 weeks to do something that will probably take 2 months........howhowhow!!!! only a Flash animation genius can save me now...and i dont know any...:C
m.
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Which British Band Are You?



damn it!Why can't I be pulp or radiohead!

g

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Monday, March 25, 2002

HAHAH girls, i am just sitting here in my chair cackling! Look what i got off the Ms Universe website forum:

Joanne Peh
i feel tat you deserve to win coz you look the most outstanding among the other contestents..wat sch were you from previously? ps:sharilynn i think ur head is veri big
Roger Liu 3/26/2002 2:21:30 AM

Sharilynn the babe
To Sharilynn: Personally,i think you look like a hammer head shark....wahahaha
Wallace Wee from cjc 3/26/2002 2:18:39 AM

Pple,pls stop all d slamming matches! 4 those who have not met Nura in person,let me assure u that she`s a stunning beauty!The fotos in d website n papers really didn`t do her justice. Take it from me-I`m Chinese-Malay mix. I`m not saying that I`m all that but I have many suitors too and some pple feel that I shd hv joined d pageant, but believe me whenever I walked beside Nura, NO ONE even cast a glance at me! Everyone usually look at Nura cuz in real life, she looks so Latina-Italiana,exotic, 1/2 Ang Moh, 1/2 Asian! She may not look sweety pie like Callie, or Julia (indeed they are pretty), but Nura has this stunning n vibrant look. Maybe her newly dyed-black hair makes her look too sharp on tv. But believe me, as someone pretty myself (don`t get me wrong, I`m not trying to be proud), I personally feel that this girl is astoundingly beautiful n d best part is-she looks good even without make-up! For those Nura sceptics, I urge u to catch her live in person at "roadshows"
Someone-who-knows-Nuraliza 3/26/2002 10:02:54 AM

check out the contestants!
http://www.mediacorpsingapore.com/msuniverse/

stel.:>

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yay!

Which British Band Are You?


m.
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Sunday, March 24, 2002

i love.


Which British Band Are You?


stel
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hey remember that night when we met up at the airport for coffee( think it was chinese new year's eve) and we were ogling, or at least trying to ogle at the cleo's 50 most eligible bachelors in the magazine? And, remember that I pointed that theres this guy with beady eyes thats quite cute? I think hes supposed to be some gym instructor named Sean or something? Anyway! I think I saw him here..he is a friend's friend and my goodness I think hes quite himbotic and a definite poseur. Irritating!

Heard from qingya last week, and she seems to be alright. I wouldnt say she sounded happy in her mail but I guess shes just busy with school work, and hmn..something abt the "russian vodka"

I am going to buy lotto this week! Its the 14 million jackpot!

g


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Urgh bimbotic!
Went to the kranji turf club today, hoping to watch a horse race.Got there pretty late and the lady at the ticket counter told us that today was only "malaysian" races. Was wondering what that meant until we paid 3 bux apiece ( 4 of us) to get in and realized that no one was looking at the race track and everyone was looking at the tiny tv screens! Turns out malaysian race means that the race is taking place in malaysia, duh.

This is my bad karma for making fun of the ms universe contestents ok...

stel

ps: Kranji Turf Club looks tres grand outside but inside is horrible! litter strewn everywhere and dubious-looking characters alurking.
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anyone heard from qingya?....i really hope she is happy right now.
m.
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Saturday, March 23, 2002

hey girls,went off to tcs to watch the ms universe finals today and the winner was sl's colleague. It was a total bimbofest and their interview answers were so retarded it was painful and not even funny. ;/

dang. had expected to go there and howl wit laughter but it was not to be.

stel
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Friday, March 22, 2002

HAHA
YES
its an uncanny resemblance! Has anyone seen the flik flak recently?The thought of him gives me the creeps haha

I have decided that I shall not stop making fun of people even if it gives me bad karma. I have come a long way, abstaining from sarcasm or ridiculing people will not bring me good fortune or luck !

Besides, those people that I make fun of probably deserves it.
Mich, I shall see how long u can hold back your wit and sarcasm..hurhur =D

g


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hi girls... glad to see everyone's still alive..... thought we would have all perished under our individual mountains of work... it's saturday again....and i'm in school..again... sigh...what a miserable way to spend my saturday afternoons..... i'ver been doing this for a month now... will prob do it for the rest of the semester...

Went out with gayle last night... didn't do much...but loved the company... missed going out you so much....practically see you once a month now...tamade...when you wanna go supre? easter break? i dun even want to think of doing it next week.... gonna be rushing my projects. how was the film fest? suppose to be going to this outdoor jazz concert later but i dunno if i can make it now.... shit...my project mates better turn up soon so we can do out work and i can leave early...
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girls, i just watched the royal tenebaums....is such a quaint, chuckle-but-not-howl-wit-laughter, bradybunchy kinda show. Is Fab!i love gwenyth paltrow!

Anyway i think this "dudley" character (the guy in the cap) *really* reminds me of a certain flik-flak/fido-dido lookalike that we all know....is so funny i just have to risk whatever bad karma is coming my way. HA.



stel

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gayle: i had lots of evilevilevil thoughts of pasty face and gang..which ive wrote and deleted time and time again cos i'm trying to be nice..i cant afford bad karma! muha.
m.
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i'm home again on a friday night....shite. anyway i think im getting use to it. i wanna 'buy' this library book on 70s underground design... so yeah i'll just borrow it.never return.report it lost and pay for it just b4 i grad. hoho.
my new found love for today is........delaware!!! they sooooo rock!
eh finally found someone to go jp with me but im abit skepticle about it...hmmmm
m.
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Thursday, March 21, 2002

Decided to spring clean my hall room today... it is sparkling!

Anyway i decided to scrub out my filthy multipurpose rag for once....usually i just chuck it outside the window to dry after im done.Sooo cliche, but my despondent brown/grey rag was once-upon-a-time a very pretty white, striped pastel pink n blue thing! hhaha. Reminds me of Chungking Express when Tony Leung first notices his rag looks different cos' Faye Wong had secretly changed it to a new one...


stel
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Wednesday, March 20, 2002

noooo gayle, its not idiotic! i thought it were cute. Idiotic is me walking into stop signs in the middle of orchard road once too often.:> I have so much work, girls! Cant' hardly breathe. And yet i fritter away time reading stuff like
Lay Your Sleeping Head

Lay your sleeping head, my love,
Human on my faithless arm;
Time and fevers burn away
Individual beauty from
Thoughtful children, and the grave
Proves the child ephemeral:
But in my arms till break of day
Let the living creature lie,
Mortal, guilty, but to me
The entirely beautiful.


so lovely and er tremulous. i like!

stel


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stella thanks for making me feel like an idiot

mich, don't worry I dont think u are cheap. I think I would probably do the same too.

oh shihui had this horrible dream about me..I think its quite freaky cos she dreamt that I was extremely evil and bitchy.

I think pasty face/unbaked pastry and gang has been visiting this site..argh

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Tuesday, March 19, 2002

Gayle: (12:43 AM) I was so scared just now
cos I was pumping petrol and I didnt know it was full tank and the petrol spill out!!!i was so scared
stella: (12:43 AM) ohdear...hahah...dont worry its ok...how coem full tank also u go n pump...wah lau eh.......
Gayle: (12:44 AM) non it was empty
but I didnt know when to stop
stella: (12:44 AM) oo i see....haha nmd...it wont spoil ur car right?
Gayle: (12:44 AM) i was scared that it will explode man
stella: (12:45 AM) HAHAAH NO LAH!! at the most u have an oily car...haha gayle..so cute!
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girllllllllls i'm sooooooooo upset so upset so upset..but i dont find this a safe place anymore to reveal anything..hoho... ok it's not as bad as it sounds but i'm just feeling ultra depressed now...so depressed tt i called msg sunny boy so there will be someone to comfort me..yucks i'm so cheap.
m.
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hey girls....this brochure fell out of a book i borrowed

Growing Old Graciously

NURTURING GOOD RELATIONSHIPS
+Your relationship with your children and spouse are important in your Golden Years.
+Respect your children and their decisions, and give advice only when they ask for it.Do not be upset if you advice is not acted on-your views have given your children an additional perspective for decision making and problem solving.
+Be appreciative of the effort made by your adult children to look after you in view of the competing demands made on their limited time and resources.
+If you need to stay with your children, choose the one you can get along with best. Allow your adult children to spend time with their spouses and children or go for their holidays.


I just find this incredibly sad and insensitive....basically, the brochure is just saying to keep out of the way and accept whatever you are given...but this should not be the way any person should to told to live! But then again, the reality in our cruel world is that life does mostly revolve around us young. I do hope tho, that i never lose my lust to live .

I want to be a spunkyaunty dammit.

ps: mich remember when we were at orchard cineleisure a few years back....there was this old age awareness exhibition with pictures of a lot of old people....and we were pointing out which old person we would look like when we were old....and you pointed out this old skinny gnarly thing that you said i would end up looking like....and we were howling wit laughter....OH NO......................

stel


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Monday, March 18, 2002

had my prelim submission today...so stressful..everyone's work is good...but hopefully this means that we can be better than last yr's batch which was q. crap...eh...
went to destress at crystal jade with e-fu noddles and dimsum..wasnt a very good meal cos i was feeling abit lazy to eat...
byebye battle royale. nick currie is my new obsession!

m
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Sunday, March 17, 2002

this is really heartbreaking. ack i love this poet.

Mean Time
carol ann duffy

The clocks slid back an hour
and stole light from my life
as I walked through the wrong part of town,
mourning our love.

And, of course, unmendable rain
fell to the bleak streets
where I felt my heart gnaw
at all our mistakes.

If the darkening sky could lift
more than one hour from this day
there are words I would never have said
nor have heard your say.

But we will be dead, as we know,
beyond all light.
There are the shortened days
and the endless nights.


stel


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jon's bday pix are here!
http://photos.yahoo.com/roylethe


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ack gayle....plsss no more controversial, politically incorrect blogsss! think of chen ho...he's nice! and so is tommy......its v horrible and unfair to slam them from where they come from...Im sure all horrid pple have other things in common ie they all have ticks or third nipples.....reallly.........

stel
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Saturday, March 16, 2002


I spent the whole day bitching with my indian housemate abt "the witch" (ahem)! Shes really makes the both of us sick. I won't describe what she has done here...cos I am paranoid?

Thought my day would end off nicely with a fun night of clubbing but ended up feeling disgusted with another idiot!Damn it

Heres a short list of people that I reckon ought to be shot( in random order):

1) Br Abdurrahma greene, who wears an expensive watch and has servants.
2) Bandana Lisa AKA hobbit, "I can't fit into my jeans anymore"
3) Irritating Karen, who simply behaves in a most irritating way imaginable
4) ' the witch', who tries to act like a vamp, " I need to wear bare back when I am going clubbing..otherwise i am not going"..bitch!
5) The Llama, who squeaks at Hwee yee

ok these are the top 5 that I came in contact with for the pastweek. Furthur encounters will be contributed.

=)
G

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Thursday, March 14, 2002

Girls....going down to JB for the weekend! yay !!cheap food, cheap shoes, cheap vcds! Hopefully the sun comes out so that i can get a spot of sunbathing done by the pool...The last time we went down, there was this dodgy looking nightspot featuring " Asian Michael Jackson". Hope is still there,I wanna see! Yay cheap bak kut teh...cheap shoes...here i come....

stel
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i found a new love!
I LOVE MOMUS!
m.
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Wednesday, March 13, 2002

oh that was me
m.
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am listening to Ash now and feeling oh so nostalgic... i want my youth back! :<
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Tuesday, March 12, 2002

my mum bought this oxygen kit thingy so now i'm getting high on oxgen while blogging. eh i went to watch alegria on sat...didnt think it was worth 109 bucks...should have gotten 80 bucks tickets instead but it was q. enjoyable on the whole considering that i went with very high expectations. then cong treated me to a jap meal..so that was my break for the week. very busy with work now...have a submission on monday..got a feeling it wil be a disaster.
m.
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Monday, March 11, 2002

yay everyone is happy now..i think I will be happy too!

ok goodnight, I am incredibly sleepy and exhausted from workout at gym!

g
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Sunday, March 10, 2002

Hey girls....

hey dont worry abt me....im fine. Happy, even. The mail i sent out, is just stuff that ive been thinking about, not being angry or whatever....and i dont really know what is my impetus to have brought it up then. but then again, my policy is to always be frank....so dont worry, im not in utter depression or watever,......im ok.

I guess, this weekend has been sort of like a nice dreamn for me. Girls, maybe im in love(!) and maybe not. But i believe everything that happens in your life, every decision you make, is meaningful. No matter how it turns out, i will always be fine, bright and happy.:)

stel
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guess the girlies are all in a valley... sigh...what's wrong with us? maybe it's bad karma for all the bad things we've done, all the name calling.i wonder how mermaid is....let me try and cheer everyone up.

Gayle: i got a prezzie for you.


Mich: met the F4 of Perth today..pretty funny... saw this 4 guys during lunch. one of em, had a very good looking side profile. but the front was weird... he had short jet black hair, styled nicely and had this bad boy attitude. he was like daomingsi..

then there was this guy with bleached hair who looked a bit like the F4 who goes out with older women all the time... the rebonded hair one. in the comic he was blonde..sooo...

the third one had short hair and he looks like a heartbreaker...didn't get a good look at this one cos his back was facing me. i would think he's equivalent to ximen.

then there was this other long hair one who looked like a really nice and sweet guy..kinda laid back...i dun have to tell you who he looks like.
Plus they were with this 1 girl with long hair. all chinese... except doumingsi who was half chinese i think.


Stel: i'm growing white tulips in my garden... if you do come down, maybe you can get to see em bloom end of the year... can't really think of anything else to cheer you up with.

I miss you girls.....wish we could meet up............


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Friday, March 08, 2002

oh no i'm home again on a friday night but ahhh i'll only have to endure this for another month or so and i'll graduate from this shitty lifestyle. look i took neoprints of my room. i think it's super depressing how pple always take pics of their friends and i'm snaping pictures of my room cos i spend most of my time slogging away in solitude. wail!


things to look out for
7-11 mr softee icecream
my spoilt tv on the floor...i'm convinced tt my tv broke down cos i watched battle royale too many times aiyah but i'm just obsessive like that
dirty porn drawings
lists of thingssss to do
m.
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Thursday, March 07, 2002

Girls, i have so much work that im not working on....just hacking at the usual mountain day after day....the usual titanic iceberg. Basically, my life has been a whirl, but not totally in a bad way. Maybe when i am old i will think back on these things in my life, and be glad that somehow i have LIVED.

stel
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I do not love you as if you were salt-rose, or topaz,
or the arrow of carnations the fire shoots off.
I love you as certain dark things are to be loved,
in secret, between the shadow and the soul.


I love you as the plant that never blooms
but carries in itself the light of hidden flowers;
thanks to your love a certain solid fragrance,
risen from the earth, lives darkly in my body.


I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where.
I love you straightforwardly, without complexities or pride;
so I love you because I know no other way


than this: where I does not exist, nor you,
so close that your hand on my chest is my hand,
so close that your eyes close as I fall asleep.




copyright Pablo Neruda, 1959 and Heirs of Pablo Neruda

ok I think I am a sucker for love poetry..I think I am going to flood the whole blog with sweet depressing love poems!
Been trying so hard to get the book by Neruda but stupid Dymocks does not even have it in stock..so irritating

g

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DisorderRating
Paranoid:High
Schizoid:Low
Schizotypal:Moderate
Antisocial:Moderate
Borderline:Moderate
Histrionic:Moderate
Narcissistic:High
Avoidant:High
Dependent:Very High
Obsessive-Compulsive:High

-- Click Here To Take The Test --



er, I dont think its exactly accurate..maybe for only one trait...

g
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Wednesday, March 06, 2002

DisorderRating
Paranoid:Low
Schizoid:Low
Schizotypal:Low
Antisocial:Low
Borderline:Low
Histrionic:Moderate
Narcissistic:Moderate
Avoidant:Low
Dependent:Low
Obsessive-Compulsive:High

-- Click Here To Take The Test --


wah i'm glad that i am still able to rate myself as a pretty sane person despite all the stress...ahahah
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ive been eating 7-11 mr softee chendo icecream everyday for the past week to de-stress[somemore i bought 2 today ahaha]....and eating all sorts of chocolates everyday as well..good thing the ENMOROUS amont of stress i'm suffering from prevents me from gaining more fats...goodness i'm so freaked out and so exhasusted from this bloody project and yesterday i had this stupid project related dream...i dreamt that i did super badly etcetcetcetcetc and i cant even go oversea to study cos i failed a maths quiz?!?! etcetcetcetc .... girls u all better be prepared to comfort me by april 10...
m.
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ohdear, i seem to have v extreme personality.v bonkers and all.

DisorderRating
Paranoid:Moderate
Schizoid:Low
Schizotypal:Moderate
Antisocial:High
Borderline:Moderate
Histrionic:Very High
Narcissistic:Very High
Avoidant:Low
Dependent:High
Obsessive-Compulsive:High

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stel
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Tonight I can write the saddest lines.

Write for example, 'The night is shattered
and the blue stars shiver in the distance.'

The night wind revolves in the sky and sings.

Tonight I can write the saddest lines.
I loved her, and sometimes she loved me too.

Through nights like this one I held her in my arms.
I kissed her again and again under the endless sky.

She loved me, sometimes I loved her too.
How could one not have loved her great still eyes.

Tonight I can write the saddest lines.
To think that I do not have her. To feel that I have lost her.

To hear immense night, still more immense without her.
And the verse falls to the soul like dew to a pasture.

What does it matter that my love could not keep her.
The night is shattered and she is not with me.

This is all. In the distance someone is singing. In the distance.
My soul is not satisfied that it has lost her.

My sight searches for her as though to go to her.
My heart looks for her, and she is not with me.

The same night whitening the same trees.
We, of that time, are no longer the same.

I no longer love her, that's certain, but how I loved her.
My voice tried to find the wind to touch her hearing.

Another's. She will be another's. Like my kisses before.
Her voice. Her bright body. Her infinite eyes.

I no longer love her, that's certain, but maybe I love her.
Love is short, forgetting is so long.

Because through nights like this one I held her in my arms
my soul is not satisfied that it has lost her.

Though this be the last pain that she makes me suffer
and these the last verses that I write for her.

Pablo Neruda

I love Neruda!
G


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Monday, March 04, 2002

girls this is so sweet!!! haiwaiian wedding vows! o shihui, where art thou? i missh you.

I find some likeness between marriage and religion. they are both concerned with the emergence of the larger self. It is finding of ones life by loosing it. Such is the privilege of husband and wife, to be each himself, herself and yet another to face the world strong with the strength of two, wise with the wisdom of two, and brave with the courage of two. The high and fine art of married life is in this mutual enrichment, mental and spiritual,this give and take between two personalities. You are about to enter into a union which is most sacred and most serious, requiring of those who enter into it a complete and unreserved giving of self. It will bind you together for life in a relationship so close and so intimate that it will profoundly affect your whole life.That future with its hopes and disappointments,its successes and its failures, its pleasures and its pains, its joys and its sorrows are hidden from your eyes. Love can make it easy, perfect Love can make it a joy. May, then, this Love with which you join your hands and hearts today never fail, but grow deeper and stronger as the years go on
In Hawaiian they say Pili olua e, you two are now one


stel
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MY FRIENDS ARE EVIL

I am in the sch lab now and I am deeply traumatised by my two evil friends beside me. They ought to be shot...haha pffft

g


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Sunday, March 03, 2002

Mystery
Indigo Girls

Each time you'd pull down the driveway
I wasn't sure when I would see you again
Cause yours was a twisted blind sided highway
No matter which road you took then
Oh you set up your place in my thoughts
Moved in and made my thinking crowded
Now we're out in the back with the barking dogs
My heart the red sun, your heart the moon clouded

I could go crazy on a night like tonight
When summer's beginning to give up her fight
And every thought's a possiblility
And the voices are heard but nothing is seen
Why do you spend this time with me
Maybe an equal mystery

So what is love then is it dictated or chosen (handed down and made by hand)
Does it sing like the hymms of a thousand years
Or is it just pop emotion (handed down and made by hand)
And if it ever was there and it left
Does it mean it was never true
And to exist it must elude
Is that why I think these things of you?

I could go crazy on a night like tonight
When summer's beginning to give up her fight
And every thought's a possiblility
And the voices are heard but nothing is seen
Why do you spend this time with me
Maybe an equal mystery

But you like the taste of danger
It shines like sugar on your lips
And you like to stand in the line of fire
Just to show you can shoot straight from your hip
There must be a thousand things you would die for
I can hardly think of two
But not everything is better spoken aloud
Not when I'm talking to you

Oh the pirate gets the ship and the girl tonight
Breaks a bottle to Christen her
Basking in the exploits of her thief
She's a very good listener

Maybe that's all that we need is to meet in the middle of impossibility
We're standing at opposite poles equal partners in a mystery

stel




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and by the way stel, its ex army crush..yucks..that was like 4 or 5 years ago? Pardon me, I was young and silly

g
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ok ok stel stop cursing me now..alright lets continue publishing our stuff on blogspot! Hmph, its really no big deal afterall! Just that I feel weird that my friends in Perth( You know who u are!:)) are reading it, and reminding me of details about my life that I don't even remember!

Anyway! U guys sign the guestbook! And thanks for helping me wash my car last night!

g

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dammit, there goes aaaallllllllll our plans to get famous! gayle! dont be paranoid....................your army boy crush who is andre's friend is never going to find out about it.

stel
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ok upoon gayle's request can we not publish our sutff on blogspot anymore...at least for a while so what we do is to just hit post and not the post and publish button
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Friday, March 01, 2002

e. e. cummings
it may not always be so; and i say
that if your lips, which i have loved, should touch
another's, and your dear strong fingers clutch
his heart, as mine in time not far away;
if on another's face your sweet hair lay
in such a silence as i know, or such
great writhing words as, uttering overmuch
stand helplessly before the spirit at bay;

if this should to be, i say if this should be –
you of my heart, send me a little word;
that i may go unto him, and take his hands,
saying, Accept all happiness from me.
Then shall i turn my face, and hear one bird
sing terribly afar in the lost lands



oo girls, been holed up in Amazon forest here ( ie my hall), reading sad poetry and doing my work and staring at the ceiling and twiddling my thumbs. Donch worry tho. I go party at phuture tonight!must be happy!

stel


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