girly gang

seems like quite a few of the girlygang are having the blues now.......
stel, dun worry, i will give you a big hug....
gayle, hang in there...you just need to find a footing....

i think i'm PMSing.....i just pissed ben off... he's shut himself in his room and for once, i can't be bothered to go and apologise.... but i know in a while, i'm gonna feel shit for treating him liek that.....i think i'm in an extremely crabby mood

i wonder how mich is coping with a new life now...

asking what's happening to me? i'm not in too good a state now, to be honest with you. i think i'm unstable. i feel like i'm in the middle of nowhere....i feel almost non-existent, except for the occasional feeling of entrapment. i feel like running on and on and on....doesn't matter where i go, as long as i'm running away from my life. i think i kinda freaked mich out the other day by asking her to make me depress. i've got a scary 1hr presentation tomorrow and i'm not well prepared... haven't even rehearsed once and frankly, at this moment, i dun give a shit. i'm too tired. too tired of trying to hang on and push myself to do more. i just wish i could disappear and not feel anything. and looking at my schedule, i won't be able to do that till after my exams which are at the end of nov. i need a break. i need you girls around me.....

hi lovelies! thank so much for keeping me updated with all your episodes. wish i could join in. i laughed so hard i had problems breathing.... esp the part about gayle getting stuck....gayle, you need to get more rugged! you're turning into a yuppie!! and you all looked gorgeous.... both gayle and qingya's hair definitely looked rebonded so no need to obsess about it kinking up.

and i think it's funny how you girls called me in the middle of the am, and i hardly spoke to stel and mich. but it was a very pleasent surprise. all these recent updates made me miss u guys so much, i'm thinking of delaying my PR application just so i can go back to s'pore end of this year just to see all of you...BUT , it's just a thought... i haven't decided what to do yet. will mich is back end of the year? if it's the whole gang except me, i'll prob go back...maybe i'm just home sick now.

anyway, gayle will be back here soon...so we'll talk and see how it goes.